movies

lebanon pa
love and other drugs
kind of a funny story
barney my version

aa is a cult

I want to post to someone who is upset that someone in a mtg said they shouldn't take anti-depressants.

Why do you care what one two two people think. You have to think for yourself or else you are in a cult.

Shared w t

I haven't updated this in a while. Tonight I sent to T. kind of weird. I went back and reread. Ughh I feel like I am in the same place months later. I need to give up on the job thing and just be retired. Spoke to M. today and she agreed. Just be.

Okay so now what...

I am going to declutter. and play the piano more!

fell off the track

and now maybe I can never get back on.

Signs

So I asked god for a sign or more like a bone. the march 30th day has come and gone. the kehoe mind control wasn't working.

j. sent me a mail telling me I should investigate a job at hanley. i started to cry. i do not more than anything to be identified as an addict in my job. i hate being an addict and i don't think i am at all like the losers who are.

I know I need to work on this. to me this is the equivilant to living in rappallo for j.

I have been angry w/ j. as if it is her fault that that may be my only option. how is it that i am so stressed abt working and so many others aren't....

so yesterday i met a new woman and she emailed me today abt joining jr league!! then b & s were in town for sunfest...i had people to hang out with and they didn't care that i didnt' drink...i was cool to them.

they wanted us to plan a vacation together!!!

two good signs.

remember this day

where ever I end up I need to remember how perfect today is. how perfect my life in general is. I am sitting in a via off worth avenue in palm beach...a little girl from a broken family in michigan...I have been blessed with a wonderful life full of experiences.