Monday, October 22, 2007

letting go of things/people

today I didn't go to lunch today. I was torn and I am not sure why. The women who are going would have said something mean to me. "what grocery store do you shop at" ..."oh my god..WinDixie, they have security guards". 80% of all questions are disguised comments the person is too afraid to say. I need to question.."why are you asking me that". My sponsor said to someone "you don't want to be married to her husband" right in front of me. I am glad that she has someone else to focus on (not me) but that little girl gets jealous. I want her to miss me as I pull away....but the truth is that I need her refocused so I can detach in love and not detach with an icepick.
xox WR

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