Today I have been sad. Or maybe it is depressed. I cried a bit thinking about going to the AA mtg in my old town. Which is weird as I am not visiting that town any time soon. I just feel anxious and jittery. Money has been bugging me. We have been giving away tons lately. Which is nice and I know I will not always be not working. I am buying duplicates of things I already have and don't need more of (black tshirts), I also bought a goofy jewelry set that I should probably return but I don't want to. I am rambling. I have one day booked in Alaska. I need to order the books. I need to just go to bed but I know I won't fall asleep.
I never see ramblings like these in other peoples blogs.
2 comments:
Hi, just wanted to say thanks for calling in to my blog and good to meet you! You may not read ramblings like this on others blogs but they are certainly the kind of things that go round my head! Congratulations on being sober and please make it to your first year? Hmm, I have a thing for black Tshirts too! :-)
thanks...I read a ton of the sober blogs but I get scared to let people know I am out here. Kind of like isolating in real life...
xox WR
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