I read in a magazine that a man gave his wife a silver baby spoon and fork from Tiffany's to remind her to take life in small bites. What a great gift idea! I need to remember that. Later my friend said that she finds life almost unmanagable now that she has turned it over to God as she is no longer responsible for managing her life. Kind of complex but makes some sense to me. I was freaking out all day that I should be traveling, doing something great with my life. Then when going through a bookcase I found a list that DH made for a financial planner with his goals. He had done most of them (and I was along for the ride) I remember the day. I had nothing to put on the sheet so I went out and got a cup of coffee (and maybe a bump). Of course being a good alcoholic I felt that even though we did most of his list - we didn't do them good enough, or for long enough. I have had a life wilder than most. I need this down time to regroup. I need to wait for god to show me what he wants me to do next. I need to turn it over. Step one - surrender.
xox WR
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