366 days

So I spoke in the women's mtg about my 366 days. Wow how many times I had been in that room w/ alcohol in my system. It is weird how you love and hate a bunch of them. I know I have grown and I am not the same little victim as before, seeking to be saved.

Came home and vacuumed, did a phone survey, and then fought with my DH. He tells me how our furniture is crappy, and then he doesn't give a "rats ass" about anything. Sometimes I feel so connected but then he is so cold. Of course my weakness is that I think it is me. I spoke to him in the wrong way so he had to lash out. So I am growing with the women in my group but not at home. I need to make the second appointment with my "new" therapist tomorrow.

On the Agenda tomorrow

• coffee with L at the house
• alarm people come to install alarm (yuck burglars)
• gyny appt
• return books to library
• acf alanon mtg