not so angry...

I deleted my post from the other night as I wrote it before I knew anyone read this. It was just a whiney post abt a fight I had w/ my DH. The fight topic was insignificant (aren't they always), I was mad at myself that my life seems boring. Factually this is not true but there is not the drama from before. I keep comparing others outsides to my insides and I loose out. Of course I started the fight at 2pm and then the topic at my 6pm mtg was "liking who we are". The speaker said "we are all dealt a hand of cards at the beginning of life, and with almost 5 years sobriety she is no longer willing to swap her cards with anyone else." So I only have 4+ years to go feeling like this!

Of course my DH is a grudge holder so it should make for an interesting xmas. We have 2 events tomorrow nite - the last one a sober one, so I can ditch him at the first event if he is being miserable. And then xmas day I have my 11 am mtg my sponser and other sober women.

I went to the movies today with 2 nice women.
xox and merry xmas