I woke this am at 129.8. I went to the bathroom and was 129.6. so I need to be good for the rest of the day and see if I can get myself consistently under 130.
So far.
zucchini and carrots
walnuts and macs (this nut habit has to stop)
coffee w. powdered cream
I am off to a going away party....no eating.
Fear. This is very real for me right now. I keep getting the "F*** everything and run"s. When I was searching for other acronyms and found "For everything a reason".
I really have nothing to be afraid of. But I just am. And it goes from the grandiose "why am I not obama, or someone in the administration as they are all in their mid 40's" and I am 45. Why did I make the financial mistakes that I did. Why I did I or Why didn't I kind of thoughts. I wish I could think of another 9th step amends to make so I would get the promises!
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